Desire

Looking back into sun
will only make you blind,
Thinking 'bout that summer gone
will only make you cold.
Trying hard to make it work
will only make it worse
But waiting for the perfect time
will only make you old.

I know it's awful to miss
something you've ever had
And also to forget
something you'll never feel.

Deep inside we all have a gun
you can use it if you want,
It might not be more than the truth
we all hide from everyone.
Because it's not easy to recognise
It was gold just in your dreams,
midday moon shine for your eyes
But the king of fucking lies in real life.

I know it's awful to miss
something you've ever had
And also to forget
something you'll never feel